Posted by: donrhymer | October 1, 2012

Don’s Cancer Finally Gets the Press it Deserves

Having taken a few months off from a highly lucrative career in screenwriting, I have taken a detour into the pro-bono world of magazine journalism. The article, which some of you might recognize is rewritten from a blog post I wrote a couple of years ago, appears in this month’s copy of “Coping With Cancer” magazine. You can find this publication in the lobby of your local oncologist’s office.  Knowing very few of you spend much quality time in your local oncologist’s office, I have pasted it in here.

Blog post to article and back to blog post. Now if I can just get my long in gestation “Don Rhymer’s Cancer on Ice” show on it’s feet I will have finally figured out a way to monetize this disease.

Here’s the article.

Sad Eyes

by Don Rhymer

Cancer pushes everybody’s buttons differently. For some, it’s a scary “what if it happened to me?” For others, it’s an all too present reminder of the traumatic experience of a family member or close friend.

Either way, cancer is a devastating car crash that even the most disciplined bystander has a hard time turning away from.

After I was diagnosed with cancer of the head and neck, I learned quickly that everyone’s experience with cancer is different, and you can’t judge people by their response to your diagnosis. You can only count on the fact that it is probably scary for them, or at the very least emotionally charged, so you just have to give them grace.

I appreciate the “cool kids” who come with a joke. Or at least an attempt at one. I have always felt “whistling through the graveyard” is the best way to get to the other side. It acknowledges that, yes, you are “up the creek,” but that doesn’t mean the journey can’t involve bits of inspired slapstick and the occasional fart joke.

In the bottom of the ninth with the game on the line, you don’t want someone stopping by the on-deck circle with a tear and a macaroni casserole.

The “medical geeks” are okay too. The ones who drill you with a million questions about symptoms and side effects and come off just a little bit creepy when they ask to see your surgical site. Usually, these people watch far too many medical shows.

I can even handle the “it could be worse” people. There are certain people in this world who feel that true empathy is pointing out how utterly awful things could be and actually are for someone else they know. “So sorry you have cancer, Don. But it could be worse. My friend was mauled by a bear that ate 80 percent of his body, and now his wife has to roll him around in a Tonka® truck.”

The only ones I can’t handle are the ones who come at you with the dreaded “sad eyes.” They slink up with droopy faces and speak slowly as if talking to a child or a foreign exchange student. “How are youuuu?” No matter how upbeat your response, their reaction is almost always, “Awww!”

Now again, I try to give them grace, but sister, it ain’t always easy. Nothing reminds you of your own mortality like someone who appears to be practicing to greet your loved ones at your funeral. “He looked so healthy – up until the end when he lost all that weight and his wife had to roll him around in a Tonka truck.”

The point is, in the bottom of the ninth with the game on the line, you don’t want someone stopping by the on-deck circle with a tear and a macaroni casserole. You want someone slapping you on the back and offering you his or her lucky bat.

It’s not easy having cancer, and I know it’s certainly no picnic being the friend or family member of someone with cancer either. You don’t know what to say or do. You don’t know if you should be present or keep your distance, if you should send flowers or a whoopee cushion. Well, speaking for cancer survivors everywhere, I can only say that we can’t help you.

Because we don’t know, either. We’ve never been through this before, so we don’t always know what we want or need. The only real solution is the hardest one – to be completely honest. To do what you want to do, when you have the opportunity to do it. To say what you feel, when you feel it. And for us on this side of the equation? We have the hardest task of all – to develop the courage to ask for help when we need it.

There are no right answers in cancer world, but that also means there are few wrong ones. Except for “sad eyes,” which are universally unwelcome, and macaroni casseroles, which are not gluten free and are bad for my colon.

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Don Rhymer is a head and neck cancer survivor and a screenwriter who has written for television and film for over 20 years. His credits include the sitcoms Coach and Evening Shade and the feature films Big Momma’s House, The Santa Clause 2, Surf’s Up, and Rio. You can read about his humorous and often touching cancer journey on his blog, RadiateDon.com.

This article was published in Coping® with Cancer magazine, September/October 2012.

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Responses

  1. #1 YAY. First one to post! AND… beat out HAL (the Sparklett’s jerk). Oh, and nice article there, Don.

  2. Now what the do I do with this damned casserole??No, can’t do that with hemorrhoids..

  3. The words that resonated — note I did not say radiated — most with me were:
    “We’ve never been through this before, so we don’t always know what we want or need.” That your mood swings may vary wildly between visits and what proved to have been, for lack of a better phrase, a good way in the last visit may plotz (It’s Yiddish, use your I-phone 5 — oh, like you weren’t standing in line) the next and leave the visitor aware that he’s failed but grasping for straws to get back on track (as many metaphors as I can mangle at once). You’re saying, essentially, that’s ok, thanks for being you. Important stuff, D, thanks. Oh, and I’ll take all your mac and cheese.

  4. Nice, but you didn’t get the cover. Now maybe if Big Momma were Survivor of the Week…

  5. Yeah, I know I’ve given you those sad eyes before. I’m working on changing my ways. I LOVE your blogs. Keep it up.

  6. What about Carpool and McHale’s Navy?

  7. My Mom read your article in Coping with Cancer while I was getting my post-treatment PET scan this morning and thought I would enjoy it. And since I’m now old enough to be able to admit when she’s right, I spent my slightly radioactive afternoon reading your blog and all the comments from the beginning. No surgery (other than the initial biopsy) for my throat cancer, but I can relate to the radiation and chemo, although my 7 weeks of Cisplatin was not the ordeal that you experienced.

    You are clearly a gifted writer and I found my self alternately moved and amused. And scared, because I am hoping to get the “all clear” next week, but I know that there is the caveat “for now” implicit in every future exam and scan. That uncertainty is inherent in the disease and you deserve so much credit for coping so well. But I’m personally in favor of not having to ever find out if I’ve got it in me to go another round with this bitch.

    I’m going to suggest that the handful of readers of my blog should read yours in my next post. Not only do I lack your comedic talent, but I’ve become so focused on food that it must be tedious for my readers. I’m sure that they will welcome the distraction from my musings on what I can and cannot swallow or taste.

    Wishing cancer-free lives for you and your family,

    Jim

  8. Hate to be a “downer”, but I have to disagree with your with observations about the people who want to bring you macaroni casseroles.
    I’m in my eighth month of chemo, and it’s lasagna. Always lasagna. Lasagna under Saran wrap. Lasagna in Reynolds wrap. Lasagna in Tupperware.
    What I would give for a macaroni casserole.

    I had baseball shirts printed up for my infusion nurses with “Never Give Up!
    Never Surrender! printed on the front (the signature call and response from “GalaxyQuest”). They wear them whenever I come in and it’s helped some.

    Good luck.

    Ray


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